A new begining

[Nathan Godwin]

Hello all.

My name is Nathan, i am currently living in Adelaide.

Growing up my mother took me to church as a child, i never felt comfortable there and never really believed i felt at ease or it was for me.

Recently while looking deep inside me i realized something was missing, i took some time out to search for what it is i was searching for, i stumbled across a post about Paganism and the few sentences i read hit me and resonated with me. I have always loved nature and being surrounded by it, i just never looked for this path i guess.

Now i am on a new path in life i just need to find which way to go now as from what i have seen there are many that can be taken by being a pagan. It is a daunting task but i know if i follow my heart and soul that i will find what i am looking for.

I look forward to talking with you all and learning from some of you while i grow.

This is my new begining, my rebirth.

[medievil_witch]

hi, i was blessed, my parents didn't go to church but on the odd occasion i went in one (weddings etc) it felt horrible and like a bad place to be, i am glad u have found yourself blessed be )O(

[sage_rainbowmamma]

Hi Nathan and welcome :)
I look forward to sharing with you
BB

[Rachel]

Hi Nathan, I just read your blog and it sounded really familiar....
I have had the same revelation early this year, welcome x

[Nathan Godwin]

Thankyou all for the kind replies. I have recently moved house and have been quite busy the last month settling in and finally getting online again.

I look forward to getting to know alot of you all and sharing my journey with you all.

[joanne]

I had a re-birth a year ago...
i became homless and live for nine month in a make shift teepee,during that time my female dog gave birth to five pups.....the rspca took my mum/pups and male gaurd dog...i manage to keep one pup..he was badly burnt from the burning down of my tent /accident /deliberate who knows ...
he was four weeks old and drank milk from my mouth ...i lived in fear...worried that max would be taken from me i cowered in my make shift teepee /tent and did not speak to another human for nearly five months .....mini max is now fully grown ..and living with sum freinds i made along my travels i gave him to them rapped in a sheep skin blanket.....my wolf dog ///my sun ..they were greiving for their dog who had passed...
i know this may seem like insane intenet babble but it is a part of my life that i am trying to recapture a cleansing process i went thru...a cleaning from all human thought ...no time no joy no happiness just plain survival,,,wake eat feed sleep .....my mind felt so free when i first uncowered myself from my den..shivering shaking needing more than what my baby dog could give me i chose to come back to the way of the living human because i knew that as a wild dog i had no chance i needed to come back to this level of comunication to brave the fierce ness of the concrete jungle.. my aim is to escape again run free az the wolf i was born,,,im a dog with a voice a voice with a bark .....to the point in question when i was hunted the only place for me to feel safe was a big air feild bunker underground .....i was still to impure/humanised to choose this option ///fear/tv caused im sure stopped me from totally evacuting from the human race ...i could/should/will ///evade my fear of underground//outside living and i will escape for good ...out of there sight out of there mind away from tv radio signals mobile phone signals ...a free life ////safe ..give me a few more years to totally destruct my human form ///then home i go...
jo in yorkshire..

[medievil_witch]

wow what a path you have traveled life is very trying at times and can be cruel but as long as your happy and know yourself that is all that matters blessed be (stay free)

[Enchanted]

I also went through the same situation! Good Luck, You'll find what you feel comfortable with in time :-)

bb

[hornedwitch]

Do you have a Father or Male relative who can prepare you for the coming Rites of Manhood ?
A Man's heart beats differently to that of a Woman's; therefore it is something a Mother cannot teach their Son.

[Norse Princess]

Hi Nathan, I believe that we as a society want to peg hole people and put names and lables and restrictions on everyone and everything.......I have always believed there is something bigger than me out there and was never sure what that is. I feel comfortable in church, however, I still believe there is something more than that. I am wondering and tyring to find my path.......and I am enjoying every step it takes me on.......enjoy your journey with those around you ....blessed be.....